Mar 13, 2005 21:09
brendan called today and asked me if i was on the computer looking at profiles. I nearly had a heart attack because it meant that he was spying on me. i was really hurt but it was expected because it happens in every relationship. Now i scared that he will be suspicious of every thing i do on the computer. what makes it worst is that i think someone was on my old profile for a site and they were looking around and brendan saw that it was today and suspected me. I don't blame him at all for looking but i can't help feel that someone is out to get me and ruin my life.
I love Brendan with all my heart and there is nothing on this planet that will stop me from loving him and i hope he feels the same way too. well ima go because i feel like someone is watching and plotting their next move. bye.