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im starting to loose all of my patience.
things have been great except for one thing for two weeks as of tomorrow, but i dont know how much longer that is going to last.
i cannot continue to take care of my family. i really cant.
i do everything in this entire house and its starting to really get to me.
and then my mom tries to get up and do things, like fix my brothers fan.
she cant get into a car but shes going to somehow get to my brothers ceiling fan.
riiight.
and chris is an irresponsible little dirty brat.
i cant even take it.
he doesnt clean fucking anything.
he doesnt do anything to help anyone besides his self.
and i dont know why the time i go to sleep on spring break has any concern in my moms life.
and since chris doesnt do anything right i have to do even more.
the only thing he does is take out the garbage, and he forgets to do that too.
in other news.
im reading like three books and writing a lot.
i wish i would do my fucking homework.
and we got a new computer.
ill probably do my homework tonight.
im starting to get randomly anxious again.
like my mom told me to go to bed, then she went back to sleep (it was 2 AM) and then i went to go steal my parents cds, which isnt stealing and i just got really nervous being in my living room, and there was a light on.
and then i had to go by my moms room and i got reallly nervous.
i dont know why i thought i was going to be happy for the rest of my life.
thats pretty fucking funny if you ask me.
things have been great except for one thing for two weeks as of tomorrow, but i dont know how much longer that is going to last.
i cannot continue to take care of my family. i really cant.
i do everything in this entire house and its starting to really get to me.
and then my mom tries to get up and do things, like fix my brothers fan.
she cant get into a car but shes going to somehow get to my brothers ceiling fan.
riiight.
and chris is an irresponsible little dirty brat.
i cant even take it.
he doesnt clean fucking anything.
he doesnt do anything to help anyone besides his self.
and i dont know why the time i go to sleep on spring break has any concern in my moms life.
and since chris doesnt do anything right i have to do even more.
the only thing he does is take out the garbage, and he forgets to do that too.
in other news.
im reading like three books and writing a lot.
i wish i would do my fucking homework.
and we got a new computer.
ill probably do my homework tonight.
im starting to get randomly anxious again.
like my mom told me to go to bed, then she went back to sleep (it was 2 AM) and then i went to go steal my parents cds, which isnt stealing and i just got really nervous being in my living room, and there was a light on.
and then i had to go by my moms room and i got reallly nervous.
i dont know why i thought i was going to be happy for the rest of my life.
thats pretty fucking funny if you ask me.