'rachel. dont let chris go in there. it looks like..she was shot.'
well.
my mom finally came home!
it was really nice to see her, see, she dislocated it again, but so they did some surgery, and put a bigger ball for the socket yadda yadda yadda.
but then she got really sick, like 'we cant lower your fever of 103. after like four days' and they cant let people come home while they are sick like that, so she had to stay. and we werent expecting her home until at least wednesday, but it was sopposed to be yesterday.
so yesterday i cleaned for literally ten hours. and then my dogs started fighting and i had a bit of a small panic attack, like i couldnt stop crying for like 20 minutes and i couldnt really breathe, and duh i was home alone.
oaky, no one cares about that. so then we went to ay! jalisco and walmart, that is, me and danny did. and we got home and all unpacked at 2 am. then i got into the shower and was in bed by 2 30.
so today, she came home, and it was really nice blah blah blah.
she was home for like three hours when all of the sudden..
she started bleeding all over the place and we needed to call the ambulence, third time, i think.
so they are doing more surgery..and itll be at very least, a week.
i hate everything right now and i dont know how i wrote this entry the way i did.
i miss my dad and i wish my mom wasnt sick all the time since i was three.
i dont like being in the care of someone else..or not having any parents.
because my dad doesnt count and i hate him anyway and my mom is useless when she is sick. im sorry mom.
i dont know what im going to do with myself anymore.
i really cant take this.
my mom finally came home!
it was really nice to see her, see, she dislocated it again, but so they did some surgery, and put a bigger ball for the socket yadda yadda yadda.
but then she got really sick, like 'we cant lower your fever of 103. after like four days' and they cant let people come home while they are sick like that, so she had to stay. and we werent expecting her home until at least wednesday, but it was sopposed to be yesterday.
so yesterday i cleaned for literally ten hours. and then my dogs started fighting and i had a bit of a small panic attack, like i couldnt stop crying for like 20 minutes and i couldnt really breathe, and duh i was home alone.
oaky, no one cares about that. so then we went to ay! jalisco and walmart, that is, me and danny did. and we got home and all unpacked at 2 am. then i got into the shower and was in bed by 2 30.
so today, she came home, and it was really nice blah blah blah.
she was home for like three hours when all of the sudden..
she started bleeding all over the place and we needed to call the ambulence, third time, i think.
so they are doing more surgery..and itll be at very least, a week.
i hate everything right now and i dont know how i wrote this entry the way i did.
i miss my dad and i wish my mom wasnt sick all the time since i was three.
i dont like being in the care of someone else..or not having any parents.
because my dad doesnt count and i hate him anyway and my mom is useless when she is sick. im sorry mom.
i dont know what im going to do with myself anymore.
i really cant take this.