one hell of an update
so. here is the deal.
keep in mind that im probably completly overreacting about this. im sure i should have taken it a lot lighter.
so there is this kid ryan on my bus.
putting it lightly, he is a freak.
hes a freshman, already in pbd, smokes, ect..
in the beginning of the year he started liking me and i think actually he asked me to homecomming. he gave me his phone number too, how did he get me to call him? because it was the day after the game with audrey, and well i was completly out of it.
so the other day he was like 'call me?' and i was like 'uhhh yeah okay' and he asked if i had his number and i was like 'i think so', but i was walking off the bus so this was all really rushed.
i got home and i was like 'i cannot call him. i cant. i wont.'
so i got onto the bus the next morning and was like 'im so sorry ryan i didnt have your number!' so he gave it to me..for the second time and asked for mine.
and i couldnt say no really, so i gave it to him.
so now picture this haha its like not even 7 in the morning heh. and hes like 'what are you doing this weekend?' and all this other stuff ended up asking me to the dance and i was like 'uhhimnotgoingtothedance' and blah blah blah he found me like 6 times that day and gave me massive hugs.
okay this is just the stupid part, lets talk about monday.
monday. he called me and was like 'can you hang out, please?!' and i was like 'uhhh i guess' so he asked if i liked being active (like walking around) or watching movies or something. i said that i like to walk around, but he didnt like that awnser so i said that i like movies too.
so im on the phone with dea freaking out while meeting him, he shows up smoking and i was like ughhhh.
so we get to his house. shrek two it is.
were watching it and after i explained that i cant stay still for that long hes like 'great now i can go smoke.' so we go outside, smokes is alll in my face blah blah blah. we get back inside adn he write on a little piece of paper 'do you wanna go out?' or something to that effect. and my mood completly changed. after a lot of jumbled 'idontknow..''s i was finally like 'im not really comfortable around guys to begin with, so i really dont think going out would be a good idea.' so for the rest of the movie he was trying to guilt me into going out with him, he even said he was trying to make me feel bad. but im still uncomfortable as hell, and he makes me nervous to begin with. so okay were watching the movie and now hes holding my hand. he was like 'do you mind?' and i was like 'uhhno..' so i guess that is my fault. whatever, so now were watching the special features and hes like 'can i have a birthday kiss?' and i said 'no! but you can have a birthday really big hug..' somehow he ended up kissing me anyway. and he was like 'i messed up im really sorry im so dumb' so then he kissed me again. but just a little side info, his lip is pierced so hes like 'i swear i wont stab you..' and im like almost in tears the entire time.
so thanks to ryan, i feel like shit.
thank you ryan aka douchebag (:] dea)
keep in mind that im probably completly overreacting about this. im sure i should have taken it a lot lighter.
so there is this kid ryan on my bus.
putting it lightly, he is a freak.
hes a freshman, already in pbd, smokes, ect..
in the beginning of the year he started liking me and i think actually he asked me to homecomming. he gave me his phone number too, how did he get me to call him? because it was the day after the game with audrey, and well i was completly out of it.
so the other day he was like 'call me?' and i was like 'uhhh yeah okay' and he asked if i had his number and i was like 'i think so', but i was walking off the bus so this was all really rushed.
i got home and i was like 'i cannot call him. i cant. i wont.'
so i got onto the bus the next morning and was like 'im so sorry ryan i didnt have your number!' so he gave it to me..for the second time and asked for mine.
and i couldnt say no really, so i gave it to him.
so now picture this haha its like not even 7 in the morning heh. and hes like 'what are you doing this weekend?' and all this other stuff ended up asking me to the dance and i was like 'uhhimnotgoingtothedance' and blah blah blah he found me like 6 times that day and gave me massive hugs.
okay this is just the stupid part, lets talk about monday.
monday. he called me and was like 'can you hang out, please?!' and i was like 'uhhh i guess' so he asked if i liked being active (like walking around) or watching movies or something. i said that i like to walk around, but he didnt like that awnser so i said that i like movies too.
so im on the phone with dea freaking out while meeting him, he shows up smoking and i was like ughhhh.
so we get to his house. shrek two it is.
were watching it and after i explained that i cant stay still for that long hes like 'great now i can go smoke.' so we go outside, smokes is alll in my face blah blah blah. we get back inside adn he write on a little piece of paper 'do you wanna go out?' or something to that effect. and my mood completly changed. after a lot of jumbled 'idontknow..''s i was finally like 'im not really comfortable around guys to begin with, so i really dont think going out would be a good idea.' so for the rest of the movie he was trying to guilt me into going out with him, he even said he was trying to make me feel bad. but im still uncomfortable as hell, and he makes me nervous to begin with. so okay were watching the movie and now hes holding my hand. he was like 'do you mind?' and i was like 'uhhno..' so i guess that is my fault. whatever, so now were watching the special features and hes like 'can i have a birthday kiss?' and i said 'no! but you can have a birthday really big hug..' somehow he ended up kissing me anyway. and he was like 'i messed up im really sorry im so dumb' so then he kissed me again. but just a little side info, his lip is pierced so hes like 'i swear i wont stab you..' and im like almost in tears the entire time.
so thanks to ryan, i feel like shit.
thank you ryan aka douchebag (:] dea)