Mar 02, 2005 12:14
Havent written in a few days...but yea...today was a half day...school was gay didnt kno why we had it anyway...but yea goin bowling in a few with bunches of ppl...Gary,Chris,Evan,Jordan,Britt,Mel,and me and prolly many others dont kno for sure tho...im just gonna go to go tho dont feel like doin much...havent been in the greatest moods lately...i hate feeling this way...but yea ill write later tell ya how bowling was so yea w/e...and oh yea
i made a decision today and i dont care whether ppl agree or not...I decided that im not goin to pretend im happy when im not...im sick of feelin like crap on the inside and then pretendin im happy and stuff its gay...so yea if u dont see me in the best of moods anymore u will kno why...tryin to get my life back in order...riiite like that will ever happen...w/e im out..bye bye
ehh oh yea and some ppl think that u are so happy once u get a b/f yea they make u happy but when u feel like u dont have a best friend anymore its not as great
<33 I love you so much Gary<33