why do you tease me?
this year Christmas seems to have come and gone as any ordinary day. there was no romantic rendezvous Christmas Eve with a "significant" other to exchange presents. nor were there any kisses underneath the mistletoe. that was all last year. Christmas '02. a good one at that too.
this year instead of lovin' i received a 3 ft James Dean poster; a James, Marilyn, Elvis and Clark poster; two cord jackets; a track jacket; a cute button down; a nice skirt from the gap; a button down to match the skirt; the amelie soundtrack; a dillinger escape plan 7 inch; my copy of A Density of Souls was returned; Donnie Darko; Seabiscuit; and the best gift of all, one that even tops both nostalgia posters - a t-shirt made by Kat that says "I SURVIVED THE TOUCH TUNNEL NO WIMPS ALLOWED!" oh yeah, and i got some chai ti also!
i've spent a lot of time crying recently. i don't know why. but my eyes have done some rainin'. so i guess i'm growing.
the James Dean poster says, "Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today." this makes me want to change. i want to stop growing, i'm fine with a height of 4'9. i want to stop putting up a strong front and tell everyone what i'm really thinking. i don't want to have any regrets. i want to live as if i'll die today. and i think i'll start now. so call me. let's hang out tonight, alright? i have a lot to tell you.
"for you i bleed myself dry." - coldplay.
this year instead of lovin' i received a 3 ft James Dean poster; a James, Marilyn, Elvis and Clark poster; two cord jackets; a track jacket; a cute button down; a nice skirt from the gap; a button down to match the skirt; the amelie soundtrack; a dillinger escape plan 7 inch; my copy of A Density of Souls was returned; Donnie Darko; Seabiscuit; and the best gift of all, one that even tops both nostalgia posters - a t-shirt made by Kat that says "I SURVIVED THE TOUCH TUNNEL NO WIMPS ALLOWED!" oh yeah, and i got some chai ti also!
i've spent a lot of time crying recently. i don't know why. but my eyes have done some rainin'. so i guess i'm growing.
the James Dean poster says, "Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today." this makes me want to change. i want to stop growing, i'm fine with a height of 4'9. i want to stop putting up a strong front and tell everyone what i'm really thinking. i don't want to have any regrets. i want to live as if i'll die today. and i think i'll start now. so call me. let's hang out tonight, alright? i have a lot to tell you.
"for you i bleed myself dry." - coldplay.