Dec 12, 2005 15:37
And here comes the outburst. I had a good weekend, with one or two weird moments. I<3the people who care about me; and of course, I care about them.
I went home sick today; my neck got really messed up from falling on ice and stuff, and it made me sick. And oh yea, if some people had asked, hmm that would have been my excuse for having the right to go home. So I didnt go to tutoring either. Oh well.
I can't stand for this crap anymore, and I won't. So many things have been running through my head & everthing I think makes sense. I shouldn't be treated like I'M the one doing something wrong. I shouldn't have to feel like I have no right to be happy with myself or like something I do. I'm never conceited or rude, or honest, or in any way fake. I'm probably the best friend any person has ever had. And for once, I don't care if that's being into myself and arrogant, I have a right to say that. I'm not asking for anyone to feel sorry for me or anything like that, but it would be SO nice if once, just once, one of my "oh so true" friends ask me how I was or how I was feeling, instead of ME asking THEM. When somethings wrong, and your that close to the person, they shouldn't have to explain, they should just know. And it kills me to think that way, but that's the truth. I won't be the bad guy in all of this, and there's nothing left to say.