omg.
i feel.. so .. blank.
everyone .. well.. several ppl. tell me to give up. tell me its not worth it. tell me .. he dont want it. that hes tired of me. doesnt want a g/f like me. am i too.. too wanting for him? do i need to back off? .. or stop worring so much.. n step up? i just wish i knew.
n then.. theres a few.. that say, keep goin.
i dont wanna give up. it is worth it to me.. I love him. so much. i just.. am rather confused about a few things. thats all. i wanna be with him. really i do. n id give nething to be with him. but i want something to change. i want us to be able to be more.. well.. less shy with one another.. like at school. n what not. i want us.. to just.. well be happy tahts all. n i want to know that he really wants me. i dont wanna just be a burdin on him. i just want him happy. i love him soo much.
like yesterday.. when he was layin down cuz he was tired.. he was too adoarable. i just went n sat next to him.. hugged him.. n layed with him. he was too cute omg i almost died. he was so tired. n just.. sucha lil sweetheart. n i just kissed him on the head n he was just.. i coulda died.. at that moment. hes got these gorgous deep blue eyes. n just the way it feels when he hugs me. ... its.. amazing. hes.. amazing. n i jsut..:-/ i duno.
n its just.. well.. i never know exactly what to do. i never know if i should or shouldnt. i want to. but dont want to do something if he dont want me to. i thikn i think about it too much. n then .. second guess.. n just.. leads to awkwardness =/ its just.. its so new.. to have someone.. so amazing. right here.. n not 90 miles away.. n know hes not guna cheat on me.. use me.. or be mean to me. im not used to .. well.. i just tend to be rather shy sometimes. i shoudlnt be. but i am. meh.
i only wanna make him happy. <3
someone.. please help.
*i duno how to live with out ur love. i was born to make you happy.*
everyone .. well.. several ppl. tell me to give up. tell me its not worth it. tell me .. he dont want it. that hes tired of me. doesnt want a g/f like me. am i too.. too wanting for him? do i need to back off? .. or stop worring so much.. n step up? i just wish i knew.
n then.. theres a few.. that say, keep goin.
i dont wanna give up. it is worth it to me.. I love him. so much. i just.. am rather confused about a few things. thats all. i wanna be with him. really i do. n id give nething to be with him. but i want something to change. i want us to be able to be more.. well.. less shy with one another.. like at school. n what not. i want us.. to just.. well be happy tahts all. n i want to know that he really wants me. i dont wanna just be a burdin on him. i just want him happy. i love him soo much.
like yesterday.. when he was layin down cuz he was tired.. he was too adoarable. i just went n sat next to him.. hugged him.. n layed with him. he was too cute omg i almost died. he was so tired. n just.. sucha lil sweetheart. n i just kissed him on the head n he was just.. i coulda died.. at that moment. hes got these gorgous deep blue eyes. n just the way it feels when he hugs me. ... its.. amazing. hes.. amazing. n i jsut..:-/ i duno.
n its just.. well.. i never know exactly what to do. i never know if i should or shouldnt. i want to. but dont want to do something if he dont want me to. i thikn i think about it too much. n then .. second guess.. n just.. leads to awkwardness =/ its just.. its so new.. to have someone.. so amazing. right here.. n not 90 miles away.. n know hes not guna cheat on me.. use me.. or be mean to me. im not used to .. well.. i just tend to be rather shy sometimes. i shoudlnt be. but i am. meh.
i only wanna make him happy. <3
someone.. please help.
*i duno how to live with out ur love. i was born to make you happy.*