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Tonight I went to the SBB show at OS. Saw alot of people that I havent talked to in a while and it was good to see some familiar faces! Jess and I havent seen each other since New Years Day and we got to hang out tonight... so that was really exciting... we barely let go of each other the whole time we were there haha. Then my dad started doing fish tails in the car after he picked us up. And me and Jess were trying to bribe and convince him to take us to taco bell cause we were both starving! But he claimed he was too tired so he dropped us both at our houses and went on his merry way. Tonight had its moments though... I was constantly battling with thoughts in my mind that I couldnt escape! Nothing super dooper important or anything but things that get to me and that I seem to worry alot about. I noticed myself trying to hard to be friends with people that are obviously just not that important and vital to my life and that seem to just cause drama or just bring everyones mood down. I am so sick of being around negativity. Its one thing to have a bad day or even week. but a bad year.... like you are the same way everyday of your life. thats a little much to cope with. Some people miss our purpose in life...They let little miniscule things get in the way of their feelings,and interfere with their daily life. I try to be as open minded and understanding as possible and I think I do a rather well job with that. But alot the people I know dont understand that its time to grow up and become an adult... we are at that point in life that the things we found so important before... arent even a thought in our minds now. And the things that we thought we would never have to worry or deal with... are now approaching us. Times are a changin... and so are we. People are too quick to beat other peoples asses and to start a confrentation. When the problem can either be ignored and it will go away on its own... or you can just be civil... no matter how mad you get... there is always a way to be somewhat civil about things. I seem to have a different point of view than others but I cant help it. If you honestly think about the existence of people and animals... what are we here for. We act like animals are so different and inferior...(now i'm not goin on about animal rights) but if you think about it... Your here to survive to reproduce and raise your young and die. Its life. Oh and another thing.... ok so you know how its supposedly a sin to have intercourse. well honestly. those people that made those rules and guidelines are full of shit. Because why would god or any "maker" of any kind program something to do things and then punish or hold it against them when the actions are carried out. so ya... that was just something that has bothered me for the longest time! Well i'm sure no one read this cause no one ever does. I just ramble on for no reason at all. but anyways if anyone agree's with me then please reply cause i hate being the only one that thinks this way.