Mar 23, 2006 23:43
i just spent my evening at the hospital. our friend john had emergency surgery due to massive internal bleeding and they werent sure if he would make it. so erin and josh and i sat with his three oldest kids while other family and friends huddled together with the doctors and stayed on the cell phone to his wife, who was making a 7 hour trip from St Louis (which she made in 4 hours) to be at his side. we left when she finally got there, and he was still in critical condition but theyd stopped the bleeding so he was a step up from before.
im exhausted. too much so to be stressed or anxious or anything like that, which is probably good. i do have to work tomorrow morning though, then go straight to joshs show from there, so i dont have any time to check up on the family and see if they need anything. i wish i didnt have to go to his show, but...josh would never let me out of that commitment. so anyway.
im on this goal site called 43things.com, and its a great place to list and organise 43 of your goals. you can check them off as you finish them or post about things that youve done, and its just very inspiring and motivating to find other people with the same goals cheering you on. you should be a part of it, too. because...it makes things just a little easier.
:)