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For some reason unknown to me I'm really getting into this livejournal thing.
It's a shame I rarely have anything profound to say. I wish I did.
I guess the only profound thing I am feeling lately is that I don't have a home. I don't feel completely comfortable anywhere anymore. I don't know who my real friends are.. I feel torn between Shepherd and home. All my home friends and Patrick are heartborken I'm thinking about staying in Shepherdstown next summer. They've known me forever.
We finish sentences.
Can picture situations involving eachother perfectly.
We know echother's pasts.
Best friends for life...
Etc.
And yet things will never be the same as they were in highschool... so why are we all trying so damn hard for them to be?
Things aren't the same, but when we do all finally get together, it's like we never had a year apart.
I don't know what this means....
Am I the only one with this problem?
Is this problem going to transfer from home to school when I get back next semester? Are we going to have grown apart, and we try so desperately for things to be like last year? Things were so different from first semester to second, let alone having 3 months apart. I feel as though the friendships will remain the same, but not our situations.
I hope they are. I like everyone.
Well, I'm going to go play Scrabble with Pat now.
It's a shame I rarely have anything profound to say. I wish I did.
I guess the only profound thing I am feeling lately is that I don't have a home. I don't feel completely comfortable anywhere anymore. I don't know who my real friends are.. I feel torn between Shepherd and home. All my home friends and Patrick are heartborken I'm thinking about staying in Shepherdstown next summer. They've known me forever.
We finish sentences.
Can picture situations involving eachother perfectly.
We know echother's pasts.
Best friends for life...
Etc.
And yet things will never be the same as they were in highschool... so why are we all trying so damn hard for them to be?
Things aren't the same, but when we do all finally get together, it's like we never had a year apart.
I don't know what this means....
Am I the only one with this problem?
Is this problem going to transfer from home to school when I get back next semester? Are we going to have grown apart, and we try so desperately for things to be like last year? Things were so different from first semester to second, let alone having 3 months apart. I feel as though the friendships will remain the same, but not our situations.
I hope they are. I like everyone.
Well, I'm going to go play Scrabble with Pat now.