Sep 03, 2005 08:55
Stones taught me fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball
Camp was amazing. It was a wonderful experience and I'm so happy that I went. Everything was so amazing there... I wish I could be back there so badly. I have school to look forward to now, and that isn't much, considering it's school. I hope they're ok with me leaving for Shakespeare, because otherwise I'm not staying.
Light up light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
At 8:45 this morning, my brother left for college. I can't really say much, it just doesn't seem real. I just can't accept the fact that he's going to be out of my life. I've never known a pair of siblings who were closer than I am to him, and now I am never going to have the experience of him living here again. Of me being able to come downstaires from being out somewhere and talk to him about whatever... It'll just be empty down here. I just can't believe it.
There's still a little bit of your taste
in my mouth
There's still a little bit of you laced
with my doubt
It's still a little hard to say
what's going on
I am so dazed and confused. Everything has such beautiful prospects, but that requires everything to go perfectly, and I know it won't. Not for me. Goodbye. Iloveyou.