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My minds a blank. Many things have happened. Faces have moved in front of me, and then away. The sun has risen and set. But my mind is preoccupied. Emotion can be summoned, or it can take control of you, so I've decided. Usually I experience the former, but now, I am at the complete mercy of my feelings. Tyrel really fucked up a bit ago, but I have just found out. The result is my wretching stomache pains that are magnified in my head a thousand times. Incapacity. Such anger I can't help but shake and whine when I'm alone. And when I'm not alone, quiet sadness. How do these things happen? And how do I move onto something else with as much hope as before. I dont mean to write about drama on lj, but people have to know what they can do to each other. Was it worth it? I don't think so.