[ locked to Katya ] It just takes some dedication
He had forgotten this realization; had it once before not long after being hired by E when he stopped to think about everything he'd done up until that day and felt nothing, really. All he could do was think isn't that wrong?
Working for Enderson had him on his feet practically all day every day. With continuous work, continuous education, continuous limit testing, the flaws didn't matter as much. He did the job and he didn't need to think about everything else that fell apart around him because of what he was. He couldn't change it. He wasn't even sure he would want to. Even now, what had his feet closing on on their Queens door was not guilt, it was the product of self realization. Admittance. Pride swallowing, perhaps.And while by all possibilities he might do such a thing to get what he wants out of others this wasn't the case tonight whether believed or not.
In some momentary strike of humanity, he knocks on the door. Three times.