Jun 18, 2014 13:01
I am a wandering if I am on the verge of another Melt Down. Although I haven't just upt and left my job yet so that is a good sign I guess. I am doing things out of my comfort zone again and wanting to challenge myself. Last time I did these things after I left my job, so maybe they are not symptoms of what is to come. I do really like Ice Sledge Hockey and following the guys around the country is definitely making my travel demons highten and the thought of keep going to places I don't know and meeting people I don't know is daunting. But I am doing it, I am going to places on my own again, I have met atleast 4 people now that I didn't know before - these are good things right??
Last time I enlisted to do the Shine Walk - the Walking Marathon through the streets of London and also through the night. But I did that as a personal challenge because certain people told me I couldn't do it. Now I want to do either a 10k or half Marathon run, but I want to do it t raise money - so that again is different symptom right??
I have got approx. 10 days on busyness coming up and then the roller coaster of my marriage will begin.
I am going to continue on with following the Sledge Hockey and maybe eventually see Team GB play - I don't think they are part of me dealing with anything just a new hobby
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