I just can't help it
i don't really know what has gotten into me in the last month or much more. all that i want to do is sit. on the couch, on the couch outside, in a theater. i can't seem to get my ass away from it. got invited to a party, was super excited to attend, then low and behold the night arrived and i opted to sit on the couch instead. don't get me wrong i happy made the choice and enjoyed myself very much. you know how comfy it can be to get out your favorite, take it on your second date cuz you think you might get lucky but you know you can't sleep without it, pillow. and all of the duvets from your bed and all of the pre-existing blankets on the couch and make a big huge nest and snuggle down to watch some stupid dumb hollywood no-brainer movie. it is a pattern that i can't break, mostly because i don't know if i want to.