Beta, pretty please :) (English is not my 1st language, I natuarally speak Russian)
Working title: Why Does It Always Rain On Me?
Songfic, romance, pre-slash
Song Why Does It Always Rain On Me, sang by Travis is used in story
Fandom: House MD
Pairing: House\Wilson
Rating: PG
Dis. Nothing belongs to me
I can't sleep tonight
Everybody saying everything's alright
Still I can't close my eyes
I'm seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights
Another bottle of Vicodin is over. The empty bottles lie on the floor. Wilson's dog ate a few pills, I hope he will die soon.
God, I'm stoned...
Sunny days
Where have you gone?
I get the strangest feeling you belong
Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?
Why does it always rain on me?
Even when the sun is shining
I can't avoid the lightning
Wilson, I need you. When will you come home at last? I woke up after a sleepless night, I finally managed to fall asleep right at the wee hours; it wasn't looking like normal falling asleep, it was more like I merely passed out. I woke up to the sensation of your warm fingers on my wrist and then on my neck, you were checking my pulse.
How often you get to see me in such a state, Jimmy.
How painful it is for you to look at me when I am either pathetically stoned or even more pathetically withdrawing.
I am sorry, I am so sorry...
My withdrawal doesn't get better. I am chilled under the duvet, I am sweating with a cold sweat, I can't move, I can't sleep, I can't eat. I feel a horrible nausea, the one that some screwed pregnant whore might feel, I feel sick. I feel so alone. Please, come back soon, Jimmy...
I know you try to help me and you didn't allow me to take any more drugs, I know you care for me. I know you love me. But I need my pills, God damn it!
I can't stand myself
I'm being held up by an invisible man
Still life on a shelf when
I got my mind on something else
I don't know where I did screw up and where was the point that my life became a horrible whirlpool, I swear I don't know it. But you've got to help me. I have no one but you, Wilson. I know you're always there for me, but you've been away for so long now. Time hangs heavy, really.
Your dog looks at me, but it bothers me. I don't want it in my room. It annoys me. Everything annoyes me now. The only I need is you. Please, come home soon.
I can't reach for the cell phone. It is on the table in the different corner of the room... I can't reach for my cane, I have no strength.
I need your love...
Oh, where did the blue skies go?
And why is it raining so?
It's so cold
I can't sleep tonight
Everybody's saying everything's all right
Still I can't close my eyes
I'm seeing a tunnel at the end of the lights
'House... Can you hear me?' the sound of a familiar voice fills the room. I open my eye lids, my vision's blurred but it begins to become clearer. You are looking at me, gently blinking with those dark brown eyes of yours.
'House... I was in a hurry, I am sorry I had to wait in clinic for the papers. Anyway, how are you?'
'Better.' I smile back. He strokes my face with his hand a little. I half close my eyes, feeling the pain and all the bad feeling fade away.
He is here. He is there for me. He didn't take off his coat, and his bag is on his shoulder.
'I'll get you black tea with ginger, it will help you to get rid of nausea feeling, hold on. Hey, what are you doing here?' he addresses the last sentence to the dog.
I sit upright on the bed and drink the tea he's made for me.
His face has still trace of sadness, tenderness and extreme unbearable care.
Everybody's saying everything's all right
Everybody's saying everything's all right...
I place the cup on the table and lean back. Wilson sits near me and holds me close. His warmth and smell soothe me and I feel a sweet feeling of upcoming slumber cover me. We fall asleep together...
Songfic, romance, pre-slash
Song Why Does It Always Rain On Me, sang by Travis is used in story
Fandom: House MD
Pairing: House\Wilson
Rating: PG
Dis. Nothing belongs to me
I can't sleep tonight
Everybody saying everything's alright
Still I can't close my eyes
I'm seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights
Another bottle of Vicodin is over. The empty bottles lie on the floor. Wilson's dog ate a few pills, I hope he will die soon.
God, I'm stoned...
Sunny days
Where have you gone?
I get the strangest feeling you belong
Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?
Why does it always rain on me?
Even when the sun is shining
I can't avoid the lightning
Wilson, I need you. When will you come home at last? I woke up after a sleepless night, I finally managed to fall asleep right at the wee hours; it wasn't looking like normal falling asleep, it was more like I merely passed out. I woke up to the sensation of your warm fingers on my wrist and then on my neck, you were checking my pulse.
How often you get to see me in such a state, Jimmy.
How painful it is for you to look at me when I am either pathetically stoned or even more pathetically withdrawing.
I am sorry, I am so sorry...
My withdrawal doesn't get better. I am chilled under the duvet, I am sweating with a cold sweat, I can't move, I can't sleep, I can't eat. I feel a horrible nausea, the one that some screwed pregnant whore might feel, I feel sick. I feel so alone. Please, come back soon, Jimmy...
I know you try to help me and you didn't allow me to take any more drugs, I know you care for me. I know you love me. But I need my pills, God damn it!
I can't stand myself
I'm being held up by an invisible man
Still life on a shelf when
I got my mind on something else
I don't know where I did screw up and where was the point that my life became a horrible whirlpool, I swear I don't know it. But you've got to help me. I have no one but you, Wilson. I know you're always there for me, but you've been away for so long now. Time hangs heavy, really.
Your dog looks at me, but it bothers me. I don't want it in my room. It annoys me. Everything annoyes me now. The only I need is you. Please, come home soon.
I can't reach for the cell phone. It is on the table in the different corner of the room... I can't reach for my cane, I have no strength.
I need your love...
Oh, where did the blue skies go?
And why is it raining so?
It's so cold
I can't sleep tonight
Everybody's saying everything's all right
Still I can't close my eyes
I'm seeing a tunnel at the end of the lights
'House... Can you hear me?' the sound of a familiar voice fills the room. I open my eye lids, my vision's blurred but it begins to become clearer. You are looking at me, gently blinking with those dark brown eyes of yours.
'House... I was in a hurry, I am sorry I had to wait in clinic for the papers. Anyway, how are you?'
'Better.' I smile back. He strokes my face with his hand a little. I half close my eyes, feeling the pain and all the bad feeling fade away.
He is here. He is there for me. He didn't take off his coat, and his bag is on his shoulder.
'I'll get you black tea with ginger, it will help you to get rid of nausea feeling, hold on. Hey, what are you doing here?' he addresses the last sentence to the dog.
I sit upright on the bed and drink the tea he's made for me.
His face has still trace of sadness, tenderness and extreme unbearable care.
Everybody's saying everything's all right
Everybody's saying everything's all right...
I place the cup on the table and lean back. Wilson sits near me and holds me close. His warmth and smell soothe me and I feel a sweet feeling of upcoming slumber cover me. We fall asleep together...