really deep entry - please read if u care
i walk home today
like it was seriously any other normal day
but today my mom decides i'm nothing to her
she treats me like i'm not even her own
like im just a peice of garbage
that i'm the cause of all her troubles
and all her worries
and its bullshit
cause she blames it all on me
let it be her migranes,
let it be her fucking PMS,
let it be that shes just tottally a bitch
my point and case is that she treats me like shit
and i hate it
i really feel like taking a break from life
SAT's creeping closer every day, school being stressful
family, friends with drama ... it sucks...
i guess the only thing rite now keeping me going is that knowing theres more too it
that there is a girl out there for me
that there is a future for me
that i dont have live with these people forever
that my closest friends listen to me and care for me
everyday i feel like another rope has been untied from me
i guess we're all shooting for that licence
that first ciggerate to buy legally
that first beer to buy legally
that first casino where you spend your few dollars on that stripper
that wedding of yours u always dreamed of
that honey moon you always dreamed of
the family you've always wanted
i guess thats life is all about for me
right now - i'm stuck with this bullshit... if your still close with me in 5 years.. i'll let you know how i'm doing... right now all i can do is look ahead
like it was seriously any other normal day
but today my mom decides i'm nothing to her
she treats me like i'm not even her own
like im just a peice of garbage
that i'm the cause of all her troubles
and all her worries
and its bullshit
cause she blames it all on me
let it be her migranes,
let it be her fucking PMS,
let it be that shes just tottally a bitch
my point and case is that she treats me like shit
and i hate it
i really feel like taking a break from life
SAT's creeping closer every day, school being stressful
family, friends with drama ... it sucks...
i guess the only thing rite now keeping me going is that knowing theres more too it
that there is a girl out there for me
that there is a future for me
that i dont have live with these people forever
that my closest friends listen to me and care for me
everyday i feel like another rope has been untied from me
i guess we're all shooting for that licence
that first ciggerate to buy legally
that first beer to buy legally
that first casino where you spend your few dollars on that stripper
that wedding of yours u always dreamed of
that honey moon you always dreamed of
the family you've always wanted
i guess thats life is all about for me
right now - i'm stuck with this bullshit... if your still close with me in 5 years.. i'll let you know how i'm doing... right now all i can do is look ahead