What is up with all of that "Shadow" bullshit?
Without a doubt
All the breakups worth the makeup sex you're giving me
Let's hash it out
'Cause your bitchin' and your yellin' don't mean anything
Don't count me out
I can never lug the baggage that you're carrying
Things have definitely started looking up since my last entry. People are still being stupid and I still want to just explode one or two good times, but I have to say that things are better. Very much better. I'm no longer worried too much about the topic discussed in my previous entry; it isn't important right now. My eyes have been opened to where everyone stands, and I'm okay with it. Maybe it's all for the better anyway. I'm not sticking around to be a substitute. No way. If there is one thing to be said, it's that Angelina Rain Marquin has FAR too much pride for that.
I was SUPPOSED to be going on a date this weekend. With a guy that lives near my family. He's very sweet, and we have a good time on the phone. But, my mom has to have her tires changed, so that means we have to wait until next weekend. I think it's going to be pretty fun. Maybe I can eventually talk him into taking me to see Brokeback Mountain. I wanna see that SO bad!
Band has become fun again!! I am so excited about it. Really, truly, honestly. It's fantastic. I'm looking forward to festival, and I'm even looking forward to marching band next year. I never thought that I would wanna go through that again, but I'm going to. And now... I'm going to do it playing the bari. saxaphone. Woo, woo!! Yes, I'm very excited about that. It's a new challenge. And one I plan to succeede at. It's just going to take a lot of practice. Going from flute to a reed instrument is quite a different experience, but I'm doing fairly well. I can play a scale! ^_^
For those of you that don't know, a bari. sax is friggin' HUGE. Go Google a picture of one. And yes, it is heavy. All of that weight... on my neck. And I'm going to have to hold it straight out in front of me. Hopefully the combined efforts of the arm strength I'm planning on gaining and the harness that is being lent to me will go a long way to help. *fingers crossed*
Hmm... Well, I think that's it. I don't wanna spend my day home from school rambling here. Rambling isn't that great right now. I shall go watch one of the bazillion channels we have now that we have Direct TV. Zeep!!