Jul 14, 2005 13:38
this past week i have been in the best mood. i'm just so happy a can barely stand it, i may just explode with love for kaity, my friends and this fantastic season. for some reason though, i have been having bizarre dreams. dreams in which all my teeth rot and fall out, where i have to help a dying freind, where i drive submarines, where Kaity dyes her hair pink, where i jump off buildings and fly around, i really don't know what to make of them. each morning i wake up and feel as though i've been living years in my sleep. its a very strange feeling.
my dreams are the only thing this year that is going by slowly. very soon i will be very far away from the one i love with all my heart and though i can't help but feel optimistic with the feelings i have, i am still filled with doubts just because of the distance they will have to be stretched. how is it all going to end? how can i know. i still feel like its all just begun.