Jan 13, 2006 10:48
I've always been a highly sexed person. Though in the past three years I've slowed down considerably. Today I feel like my old self is back...gangbusters too. I don't know if it's the unseasonable weather or the fact that Dennis hit this before I left for work, all I know is right now I just want to be bent over taking it from behind. :)
It has absolutely NOTHING to do with a customer I find so damned hot being here today. I look but won't touch. Though I did dream of touching. I know..I know..I'm married. MARRIED! And I like being married. I just wish that when you got married that any attraction to folks outside that equation were instantly channeled into your spouse. I am lucky that I still do feel like Dennis is the absolute best I've ever had...but I suppose we all look for something different every now and then. But I'm so much of a freak that I want him with me when I do it. But I am not into the swing scene. It's not for me. I just want to be able to do what I want, when I want, with his blessing. I'm sure he feels the same way...and it will never haappen on either side.