Jan 04, 2006 21:43
How is it that my child is turning out to be the slower learner? Could'nt the tests be wrong? I want to scream out loud but I can't. I can't scream and I can't cry. I can't. I'm just so sad. I feel like someone knocked the wind out of me. I hurt. I want them to be wrong. I want her to turn out to be brilliant beyond comprehension. I hate this.
My fear? This is just the beginning. When I worked at JFK I saw people's LD testing and every evaluation mirrored the very first test. No one ever expects improvement, no one is going to expect Alexandra to get better. They are just going to keep thinking she can't comprehend multistep directions. They will think this forever...that's my fear.