Willpower Isn't In The Cards
I suppose I haven't updated in a while. It's no wonder since I have so little to say. Or, maybe perhaps I have too much to say. I guess i'm not sure. Where do I begin?
Valentine's Day was great. Or, at least it would have been if not for the fact that my mother got completely drunk and was yelling at me for asking her if she'd drive Jessica home (something she does at most once a month). I mean, to begin with her driving me places, she gives me shit every time I even [I]ask[/I] any thing of her like that. On the rare occasions I miss my bus, and she has to inconvenience her self to drive me to school, I end up paying her damn gas. She tried getting me to pay for washing her car the other day too. I buy my own clothes, I don't need to be buying stuff for her too. Also, could she at least have chosen a night other than my night with Jessica to get wasted? She's so damn pathetic it's disgusting. I'm tired of covering for her bull shit.
I caught my dad smoking pot last night. Granted that there's way worse things he could do but he just had a child and he has a new family. He doesn't need to throw things away like that. It's not like he's got the money to spare either. It was while my grandmother was visiting too. I asked him what the fuck he's doing when we got in the truck to drive me home. We had a good talk about it all, and he's ashamed of it. I know he has the ability to stop that crap, so i'll trust him when he says he will. I do have more faith in my dad than my mother. At least he gives things an effort.
I could say more but I really just feel like leaving it at that. I'll do another update later.
~Little Dead Boy, Namless
Valentine's Day was great. Or, at least it would have been if not for the fact that my mother got completely drunk and was yelling at me for asking her if she'd drive Jessica home (something she does at most once a month). I mean, to begin with her driving me places, she gives me shit every time I even [I]ask[/I] any thing of her like that. On the rare occasions I miss my bus, and she has to inconvenience her self to drive me to school, I end up paying her damn gas. She tried getting me to pay for washing her car the other day too. I buy my own clothes, I don't need to be buying stuff for her too. Also, could she at least have chosen a night other than my night with Jessica to get wasted? She's so damn pathetic it's disgusting. I'm tired of covering for her bull shit.
I caught my dad smoking pot last night. Granted that there's way worse things he could do but he just had a child and he has a new family. He doesn't need to throw things away like that. It's not like he's got the money to spare either. It was while my grandmother was visiting too. I asked him what the fuck he's doing when we got in the truck to drive me home. We had a good talk about it all, and he's ashamed of it. I know he has the ability to stop that crap, so i'll trust him when he says he will. I do have more faith in my dad than my mother. At least he gives things an effort.
I could say more but I really just feel like leaving it at that. I'll do another update later.
~Little Dead Boy, Namless