Dec 14, 2009 23:32
Turn and face the strange.
What has the years brought you? Happiness? Joy? Pain and Misery? No where near being done.
Ever wonder what has become of the people you leave behind or do you keep on moving forward leaving the dust behind you? Is it really that easy? Yes, it really is. Each day passes you by and you take it, break it and make it new again, it is yours to make. I am in a process, have been for years and will be for years to come and it is beautiful, almost as beautiful as the effervescent cascading light that shines through your computer screen and makes these words jump out and smack you across the frontal lobe. I am not dead, you are pumping the blood through your own body right now so how can you live and judge?
I am so glad of all the words that came out of my finger tips in the journal entries before this one, they all made me who I am today. And in a few years to come I'll come back to this site and if it's still around I'll read it again and I'll read this entry and realize how amazing I have become. Pride in yourself is amazing, feel it for yourself one of these days. We are not insane, we are not crazy or fucked up. We are what we make of it, we are what we take to tomorrow.