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[hour_of_magic]

just reading some of my old entries and man have i changed
and man what a whinny bitch i was
or still am? :P

i'm really happy were life is taking me
but i still long for things i shouldn't
and things are still progressing/regressing
but that's life

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it's spoken word so some of you may not get it:

can you hear me whisper?
can you hear me breathe,
these words on the back of your neck?
can you feel the heat?
the sparks that seem to come,
off my body just standing next to you
you make me more
you make me unsatisfied
the pleasure you've left turns to pain
it's the sadist in you coming out
make me burn