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[hour_of_magic]

one of the worst weekends of my life
i cut my hair i needed to it stopped me from cutting something worse
close to the edge again
no one listens to me it drives me mad
loosing everyone in the middle of the night after a fight is never fun
i was so scared the guy walked right past the place i was hiding
i tired acid and it was alright it opened my mind a little but if they had listened to me they would have had a better time
she didnt rip us off
wondering the streets after dropping acid doesnt provide for a good time
im sorry everyone
im sick of my so called friends
but i do still love them all
theres just so far i can go
ill probably end up deleting this because i dont want you to know this
but i just cant handle everything
do any of you really love me
some of you do i know but i sometimes need reminding
next weekend we will go on a mushroom adventure
and hopefully things will be alright by then
if you dont take your pills things get a little messed
i just try so hard and it gets to me sometimes