trying
Lately I have been working a lot. I have been busy getting ready for christmas, doing shows, running to see steve before the next show, working in props and alas, going to the show. It pays the bills. Don't get me wrong I like it there but crewing is not my calling. I don't like the negativity that comes with some of the crew members so I try to stay clear when ever possible. It is not my job to be buddy buddy with people who talk behind my back but it is to show up everyday and do my job. I don't need that drama. Its very draining and I had begun to take it all to seriously.
1. Trying to stay positive or at least trying not to be negative.
I have had issues trusting certain people who I thought were friend (mostly former U of I students). They are just so thankless and unfeeling sometimes. What happened to the two way street that friendship used to be? I am so sick of doing things I don't want to do. When is it my turn to have a say?
2. Trying to be a good friend when others are hard to deal with?
Health is my new fun thing. I have been having, what I hope are migraines. They are shooting pains that make me loose my vision, make me dizzy, and have almost made me pass out. Its great when your driving trust me. So I am going to see the doctor on Monday about what is wrong with my brains.
3. Trying to take care of myself.
ok I'm gonna try to get through this show without sleeping. Try to drop me a line. Later
1. Trying to stay positive or at least trying not to be negative.
I have had issues trusting certain people who I thought were friend (mostly former U of I students). They are just so thankless and unfeeling sometimes. What happened to the two way street that friendship used to be? I am so sick of doing things I don't want to do. When is it my turn to have a say?
2. Trying to be a good friend when others are hard to deal with?
Health is my new fun thing. I have been having, what I hope are migraines. They are shooting pains that make me loose my vision, make me dizzy, and have almost made me pass out. Its great when your driving trust me. So I am going to see the doctor on Monday about what is wrong with my brains.
3. Trying to take care of myself.
ok I'm gonna try to get through this show without sleeping. Try to drop me a line. Later