Mar 10, 2005 19:11
I have never been this ill in my life. I keep drifting in and out of sleep and sometimes have no idea whether im awake or not.. just had a whole pizza too quickly and im not sure whether to run to the loo or not as i always feel like this. Turned on my phone and had 5 messages and 4 voicemails which never happens. I got so scared, krissy rang me saying "get off the phone, its really important.." i was extremely nervous. Then she told me about the AS results.. i am so pleased about it, then i felt really bad when she told me about everyone else. I was very surprised, english is one of my worst subjects and i beat incredible people such as Natalie, Sophie, Ella, Rachel, Jessica.. in fact pretty much everyone else! My average for tests throughout the year is shameful so im just so shocked about the results. When i told my mum i had a major coughing fit.. it was quite funny, she sent to sit in the loo for a while to recover. Anyway, i think im failing maths definately.. i do not understand the practise papers AT ALL!! its soo fustrating!! And i missed half of an exciting episode of neighbours because mum pretty much locked me in the loo!! ahh!! Oh and ella, ruths party is cancelled, or postponed until after exams!! so we have to wait.. a long time... I think i might update more often, things havent been too bad recently.