Re: ...houdinistyleSeptember 26 2004, 17:09:54 UTC
for the first time, i'm unscreening your comment because you think you're right when you're just BLATANTLY WRONG. me "growing up" is being a person who won't deal with someone who treats herself and those around her like nothing. "i have my rough drafts" that's great. Apparently, i was a rough draft and you've never been able to finalize the way things work with anybody you involve yourself with. you were a rough draft in which i'm throwing away. along with this livejournal. for months i've wanted to care for a person without being hit with shit. but i realized that even if i don't get shit from you, you give it to yourself. your actions disgust me. LET'S CLARIFY THIS SO PEOPLE DON'T MISINTERPRET. Chiara Mazzucco has not done anything wrong to me. Don't blame her for anything besides making herself. (now people won't think you're a bitch to me) I've realized that I can't incorporate myself with a person whose morales are completely contradictory to mine. So as a gesture, i simply refuse to talk to you. It's better for both of us.
And on a similar note, as soon as I end my deeds with the fucks that either A)own my property, B)owe me money, or C)Owe me ANYTHING you're all gone. I'm sick of dealing with exgirlfriends. I'm sick of idit ass friends. And I'm sick of all this high school shit. you want me to grow up? i think i skipped the stage of adolescence that involves "rough drafting" everything about my life.
as you can see there's a deleted post. well, i took the liberty in saving her remarks so here you go:
"dont worry ull stay blocked, im not asking to talk to u anymore.
i just want u to know, i pray that sometime in the future u grow up. I always told you, which is something I still believe. We arent born with a guide book to life. People make mistakes. If you can't accept that then I wish u the best of luck in life, because more likely than not ull realize that everyone messes up. As have you. And for the people, like myself, that forgave you and tried to help you when you did mess up.. Im sorry that they will have to be looked down on by you.
Life is short and i want to make the best of it. I can't do that without trying somethings out on my own. This is how I work. This is how I learn. You want to know something about me, that u either dont know or have forgotten? I have rough drafts, I learn from my mistakes as well as from others'. Im a growing girl. I wont assume in involed in the whole "cocaine group of people" u speak of... But if I am I shouldnt be. Somewhere deep inside you should know who I am.
Its impossible to be the people we used to be. We are growing. You know you have NO reason to be mean with me. True love waits until it gets abused.
I dont even ask u to think about this now because as you wish, we are no longer talking, we are completely done. I just hope someday you do feel pain for the way you treated me when you conciously know, i didn't deserve it.
Ur right, why would I want to surround myself with someone who hurts me? I wont. I just hope u don't forget me. I hope u grow. and you realize... all the good you stand for.. and you realized how you can put that into action when dealing with someone who cares about u.
I wish u the best of luck.. and despite the drama, ill be the bigger person and end it on a mature note. Don't IM me. Don't comment. No more fighting. No more pain. lets leave it at this.
me "growing up" is being a person who won't deal with someone who treats herself and those around her like nothing.
"i have my rough drafts" that's great. Apparently, i was a rough draft and you've never been able to finalize the way things work with anybody you involve yourself with.
you were a rough draft in which i'm throwing away. along with this livejournal.
for months i've wanted to care for a person without being hit with shit. but i realized that even if i don't get shit from you, you give it to yourself. your actions disgust me.
LET'S CLARIFY THIS SO PEOPLE DON'T MISINTERPRET.
Chiara Mazzucco has not done anything wrong to me. Don't blame her for anything besides making herself. (now people won't think you're a bitch to me)
I've realized that I can't incorporate myself with a person whose morales are completely contradictory to mine. So as a gesture, i simply refuse to talk to you. It's better for both of us.
And on a similar note, as soon as I end my deeds with the fucks that either A)own my property, B)owe me money, or C)Owe me ANYTHING you're all gone.
I'm sick of dealing with exgirlfriends. I'm sick of idit ass friends. And I'm sick of all this high school shit.
you want me to grow up? i think i skipped the stage of adolescence that involves "rough drafting" everything about my life.
everyone can fuck themselves
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well, i took the liberty in saving her remarks so here you go:
"dont worry ull stay blocked, im not asking to talk to u anymore.
i just want u to know, i pray that sometime in the future u grow up. I always told you, which is something I still believe. We arent born with a guide book to life. People make mistakes. If you can't accept that then I wish u the best of luck in life, because more likely than not ull realize that everyone messes up. As have you. And for the people, like myself, that forgave you and tried to help you when you did mess up.. Im sorry that they will have to be looked down on by you.
Life is short and i want to make the best of it. I can't do that without trying somethings out on my own. This is how I work. This is how I learn. You want to know something about me, that u either dont know or have forgotten? I have rough drafts, I learn from my mistakes as well as from others'. Im a growing girl. I wont assume in involed in the whole "cocaine group of people" u speak of... But if I am I shouldnt be. Somewhere deep inside you should know who I am.
Its impossible to be the people we used to be. We are growing.
You know you have NO reason to be mean with me.
True love waits until it gets abused.
I dont even ask u to think about this now because as you wish, we are no longer talking, we are completely done.
I just hope someday you do feel pain for the way you treated me when you conciously know, i didn't deserve it.
Ur right, why would I want to surround myself with someone who hurts me? I wont.
I just hope u don't forget me.
I hope u grow.
and you realize... all the good you stand for.. and you realized how you can put that into action when dealing with someone who cares about u.
I wish u the best of luck..
and despite the drama, ill be the bigger person and end it on a mature note.
Don't IM me. Don't comment. No more fighting. No more pain.
lets leave it at this.
-chiara."
youaredumb_die will always live
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