hmm... questions that may never get answered.
So, i have been in this relationship (relationship in "") and idk where its going. idk if were bf/gf/ or good friends. im not sure. that and i think shes a fucking meth head. not sure though. dont really wanna know. but will probably have to know. but. but but but. shes amazing. and i really like her. shes rich too. and i know. you never marry for money. but wtf is that shit. of course you do. you want security, not poverty like kenyans. she has a 3 year old daughter. i may be in this relationship because i feel sorry for them or something. but i dont know what she wants. theres no sexual intimacy with her. she likes her space. but still. none. which is something imnot gonna streess over. she just seems really really really fucked up. and people who are like that i seem to meet a lot of. and that sentence didnt make any sense. and now im typing without looking and shannons looking at me and bens looking at me and jess is looking at me. soooo.. ooh no0w catalus is walkin by. fuck that cat. i hate him. im gonna throw a fuckin gbrick at themn later. shannon said " thats really creepy dude" Ben is now lookin gat tarot cards. is tarot capilized? i wonder. no id ont really fuck it. now catalus is fucking the tiny little. now jess is smiling. i hope its cauz she didnt notice i farted by her a few hours ago. and didnt say ne thing. lolololololol OMG theres the fucking blooby. hes freakin out. and hungry. i think he has an ear problem. he keeps scratching it like a retarded child with epileptic seizures a lot. i just realized im rambling thats mostly due to the drugs i just smoked. and coughed out. im loking at shannon while i type. itgs kinda creepy even i think it is and thats saying a lot cauz im fucking weird.shannons reading. he doersnt notice me. little does he know that im staring at him. he just muttered "Bloooobssss" like a retarded child. yes i used that again. hmmm now what. jess said something but i ignored her. two things at once is hard enough.
the end. fuck you guys. now im embarssdedkrjelkrjealkjrwelkjralwerkjawlkej