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This is so stupid of me to make a big deal, but I just feel like we're not going to get away and just be alone. It's something so small in a way, and selfish of me to even care, but I do. I'm still stressed and it would be nice to get away with him just for one day. I never get to be alone with him for as long as I want--away from people who expect us to do things or expect us not to do things. Why can't there just be ONE day where we can get away from all that? Sure, when people are in love it doesn't matter so much about where you are (or in our case who will be there to interrupt it...) But having those interruptions just serves as a constant reminder of what we can't have one the one day we should--freedom.