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Things are back down low again. My dad made me come back home, which wasn't as bad as I expected but it still sucks. I got a new bed so that's pretty sweet, I think my dad was just bribing my though. Things are in the toilet with Devan and me again but what's new? Apparently, after nearly 8 months, he just woke up and decided he doesn't want a girlfriend for a while! Yeah, whatever. Total bullshit in my opinion but hey, that's just me. I just don't understand, he says he loves me and he tells me all this stuff yet he just doesn't want to be with me right now... and he keeps telling me all this stuff to piss me off, all of which are huge lies I'm sure, and it's... well, it's pissing me off! A friend of mine thinks he's just trying to test me but I don't know. And yeah, he broke up with me and then he had the nerve to ask if I'll still mess around with him! It's like, umm... NO! Then he was trying to piss me off and was all "Oh maybe I'll find someone who will!" It's all bullshit if you ask me but as I said, that's just me. He's such a douche, and that's the reason that I am no longer on speaking terms with him. Well, that and the fact that he said he doesn't think I can do it. Oh well, maybe it's time I let go... In other news, today is the first day I've been out of the house since Saturday! Actually that's a lie, I went to the mall with Devan yesterday. I hate the mall, people are so shitty and inconsiderate during the holidays. Another thing I hate about the mall is the upstairs bathroom in L.S. Ayers smells like ass and those stupid deodorizor things that have in there, and that's that only bathroom I've been able to come across with a working feminine-product machine. I just hate humanity at the moment, forgive me.