work sucks. I need a new hobbey
Not much new. I thought about starting a new live journal. but I guess I like talking to myself on this one. I have you. My lovely one reader. Luv ya..like a puppy. Anyways. I am so busy these day. who isnt. I just wish I had something to look forward to. I might have to come up with something. Life isnt back and all. i could be much worse off and I find some fun here and there. I guess things get slow when its night time and your all alone and everyone is asleep and all. I dont really need ahobbey to badly. I have a fea nd most fo them take up lots of my time. I have been trying to get my painting started and I have taken lots of step and am ready. I ust havent had any time to start yet. Now isnt a good time. I need mroe spac tyhan I have. I miss the painter I used to hang out with. She and I would talk about painting and love it for hours. thats hard to find, but I also get myself in trouble with her. so I dont think Ill be talking to her any time soon or maybe anytime. maybe the ghost of some paintr will start to haunt my house...wishfull thinking I guess. Some times you just need one of those breaks from your life. o step out and forget everything you know and just be for a min or hour or day if your lucky. I dont think that is bad. I dont think that is wroing. I think everyone is that way. I think.....