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Ok so, I finally told my mom about my marrying Rex. Lets just say, it pretty much went the way i expected it too except maybe not as bad. She doesn't understand which I didn't expect her too. Last night I guess she told my dad about my going to spend christmas with rex and his family and so I asked her what he said and she said that he said if I go im not welcome back home. Which doesn't matter cause Theresa and Chuck both told me if I was having problems at home or ever needed somewhere to go, im welcome in their home. Im upset that they wont be happy for me and are pretty much wanting to kick me out now just cause I want to see the guy i'm in love with. I mean, did they honestly expect me to be with them every Christmas of their life?? I'm grown up and believe it or not, I have a life outside of my family. This is so lame, but whatever. I'm getting married around Christmas time and i'm going to be one happy Jess. I'm not letting their shit bring me down. So In a month or so, I will no longer be in P-Town.
On a Happier note, mtv.com has the whole new system of a down cd on their site to listen to until the day the cd actually comes out. I've been listening to it all day and it's pretty fucking awesome. Songs I suggest checking out : Kill Rock N' Roll, Hypnotize, Tentative, Holy Mountains, She's Like Heroin, Lonley Day and Soldier Side. Also Vicinity of Obscenity is freaking hilarious. Lonley Day is my personal favorite. The lyrics are beautiful and have a lot of meaning. The song makes me all teary eyed. Makes me think of rex.
Anyways... Yesterday was crazy. I get woken up at like 1230 and some guy is on the phone for me. Here it's that psycho guy that was harrasing me with instant messages telling me he wants to hook up with me and be with me and this guy is fucking 35 and insane. So somehow the freak got my number and called me. If you're reading this, youre fucking psycho, leave me the fuck alone, or ill call the police. I dont want your old nasty pathetic ass, wether rex and I work out or not (which we will).
The End!
On a Happier note, mtv.com has the whole new system of a down cd on their site to listen to until the day the cd actually comes out. I've been listening to it all day and it's pretty fucking awesome. Songs I suggest checking out : Kill Rock N' Roll, Hypnotize, Tentative, Holy Mountains, She's Like Heroin, Lonley Day and Soldier Side. Also Vicinity of Obscenity is freaking hilarious. Lonley Day is my personal favorite. The lyrics are beautiful and have a lot of meaning. The song makes me all teary eyed. Makes me think of rex.
Anyways... Yesterday was crazy. I get woken up at like 1230 and some guy is on the phone for me. Here it's that psycho guy that was harrasing me with instant messages telling me he wants to hook up with me and be with me and this guy is fucking 35 and insane. So somehow the freak got my number and called me. If you're reading this, youre fucking psycho, leave me the fuck alone, or ill call the police. I dont want your old nasty pathetic ass, wether rex and I work out or not (which we will).
The End!