so...

[hottpink_crayon]

the cancer went to my grandmas brain....and she could die any day of a blood clot from it. its not fair she wasnt supposed to die so painfully. i feel guilty for not going over to see her more often. I should see her more often but Im scared to now, I dont want to see her so sick. My mom is taking it hard too, shes not too happy about it either (its her mom) Just a year ago my grandma was so healthy and far from death. I didn't think a family member this close would ever die of such a horrible diesease. its not fair.

in much happier news.....well....teehee.... only my friends know....