May 07, 2006 19:16
Yes, I am currently enduring a mind boggling, tummy turning, heart stopping situation. A situation that includes my heart, my head and unfortunately my imagination. (Un)Fortunately (I'm still deciding whether it is fortunate..) I have friends who are supportive enough to help me out during this time of confusion.
*cough cough* Paolo's been nice enough to be my mentor. (HAHA) But though I dont admit it most of the time, he makes lots of sense. It does take time, and patience and a whole lot of work. If I want this to happen, I have to work on it.
It's quite a summer it has been. Though I missed the forensics guild boot camp (which I do regret since I miss you guys a lot) I dont regret spending the time with my bandmates. Because these past days have been more about friendship and trusting each other than just jamming and jamming and jamming.
I see them in different eyes now. No cara and ronald, I dont think you're horrible people.
As cheezy as it sounds?
I actually found real friends in my band mates.
And that rocks. haha.
Love you guys.
♥
band,
heart