First day of school...
Not a whole lot going on today.... My boy starts back to school today in second grade. Wow, how time flies! I can't believe the summer is over already. He seems to be a little nervous but I'm sure that'll pass after he gets acquainted in the class with the new teacher and stuff. Me and Jack got into it last night. There's a chick that he's been talking to lately... she's supposed to come over here and meet me and we're supposed to hang out sometime soon. Seems to me that he had plans to go over there last night... whether or not I went with him. So while I was here putting his son to bed, he thinks it's okay to stay out till 11:30 to hang out with her... and the fucked up thing is that he didn't even have the courtesy to tell me before he left here what his real intentions were. He knew I didn't wanna sit here... but he knew if he told me he was going, that I would "make excuses" for him not to go without me. (Like his son shouldn't be out late because school starts today and he wanted him to be home instead of taking me with him and having Jay stay at his auntie's or grandma's house until we got in.) I was fuckin hott! I couldn't believe he fuckin did this. I'm still a bit pissed off about it.. if you can't tell. LOL It just seemed too fuckin sneaky for my taste and I'll be damned if I let LOVE and/ or comfort blind me... again! Believe me... I've got my eyes wide open... I hate when he makes me feel like this. It doesn't occur often and to be quite honest I believe him when he said nothing happened... (I smelled his d*#k when he got in LOL.) But it just pissed me off that he knew he was going over there and didn't tell me anything before-hand. WTF?? Am I just a live-in babysitter now? I told him that was how I felt last night.. and that I don't appreciate being taken advantage of like that. Then the fucker has the nerve to try and get some coochie when we hit the sack.... yeah fuckin right! I told him to keep his fuckin hands to himself and not to fuckin touch me. <> Some nerve, eh? Grrrrrrrrr.... well anyways... I told him to get his own shyt together for work today because I wasn't getting up early for him... I have to get my son up and ready for his big day.. and that is the ONLY reason I'm awake now. Oh well.... I guess I've been venting long enough for this entry... I'll probably post again before I leave for work today... I only work a short shift... 4-8. It's fine with me though cuz it's been slow as hell lately anyways... nobody is wanting to spend money in the restaurant cuz school... so it's not like I'm missing out on a bunch of money! LOL Oh well.. I'll catch you all later. Hope you have a great day! Smoochez!