Jul 31, 2005 01:28
My world revolves around my son. His joy is my joy, his tears are my tears. His friends are my friends and his enemys better watch out for Mamma. Tonight he broke my heart. I am sure he will do that several more times before I am old and grey. I had a horrible day, and a even worse evening. I went to see the Fantastic Four in a theater full of Loud idiots who dont know that you turn your cell off in a theater, and you damn sure dont answer it at the top of your lungs in the movie.
Ugh.
I wish I could just run away from everything and everyone for about a week and just take a break. I did that about a month ago, I went to my sisters house and doggie sat for a few days. It was a Much needed break, but it also kinda spoiled me. Oh, well.
One day I will wake up and days like this will never happen to me again. One day I will be rich, and can pay someone ELSE to do the laundry. One day, I will be able to sleep for more than a few hours a night more often than occasionally. And when I am rich, I am gonna get a boob job, and a tummy tuck, and stop having to TRY to look sexy.
But until then, it is what it is. This is my life, and I chose this path. It isn't a horrible one, so we will see where it leads.