WoW
last night was awesome. i didn't drink that much (2.5 beers and a cup of hypnotic) but boy was i buzzin. i could definitely feel it. i got home and i felt GREAT. but then i started feeling all of these emotions that i KNOW i SHOULDN'T BE HAVING. . .but i couldn't help it, my mind started to wander to another place thinking about things that could've been, and should've been. i dont like to dwell on the "what ifs", but it was awful. i started thinking about what it would have been like if i had never gotten pregnant. or even better yet, being pregnant, but if people didn't think they way they've been thinking the past few months. luckily im not dwelling on it too much now, i think its only a drunken thing, and if so, then im only gonna drink around the girls