Jul 20, 2005 22:01
well i got back from myrtle beach the other day and my vacation was great . .melissa never got on my case, which was awesome so i think we should go on vacation with our whole family more often. . while on vacation i got proof of what EVERYONE ON PLANET EARTH AND THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE ALREADY KNEW that jon is indeed the father of aidan, and all was well. . .i met with annette on tuesday to discuss jons "counter petition". . and turn in all bills showing what i paid during my pregnancy, unfortunately my insurance covered 100% of all my maternity bills including labor and delivery, so thats like 2,000 dollars less that jon would have had to pay, anyways, in this "counter petition" jon wants me to change aidan's last name to his DONT HOLD YOUR BREATH BUDDY
then last night, i went out with murphy, it was kinda by accident, cause i sent him a message on mojo telling him how i really feel about him, and since he hardly ever signs on i figured it would be a while before he read it, well to my luck, he read it only seconds after i sent it, and he asked me to dinner, then we went to the waterfront, and to use an old weird phrase, i am completely smitten with him. . . .only one problem, he's leaving for the air force in 2 weeks, so even if he feels the same way about me that i do him, it wouldn't matter, because a lomng distance relationship cant work, especially if you have a kid. i mean i could go see him since its only like i 4 hours drive, but i cant take a baby with me, and i couldn't find a babysitter who would watch aidan that long anyways, i always go for the guys that are completely unreachable WHY FUCKIN ME????