my stupid fucken life
srry i havnt writtn baq in a long time here is a complete update kk everyone who told me your life getz worse be4 ity getz better were wrong.k cause my life sucked then it got worse cause most of my friendz turned on me but the ones i had left i held on to and chris waz there 4 me the whole time later more of my friendz dissapwered so that i waz left with very few and chris i looked baq on the past yr of my life and thoiught out all my mistakes i figured out wat i needed to change about myself and i did no one belives me but i did and no one got to see it and now noone will b able to cause my life wentr from bad to worse to horrible to unexplanible now my parentz are splitting up me my bro and my sis and sometime this week im going t oleave the one person i luv the reason im living right now cause my parentz i think it really sux not only am i gfetting stuck with a sis i dont liek but im goingt ob in lancaster i now ythink there is no hope 4 a future 4 me i dont think i deserve the rest of my life i mean i would do ne thing to stay witch i may have to do by running away so i donno i wished my life wouldnt end up like this but sadly it did and i cant do ne thing to fix the past so for those people that r madd at me cause of the past thatz not really the best part cause if you were a real friend you be able to c how ive changed so dont judge me plz k cause all summer ive tryed working on getting people to liek me agen now that it haznt work i have nothing to fall baq on so i hope everyone haz a great time at school and i may be able to come baq in a yr if i fight the courtz so i really hope you all can 4 give me also if your mad at me 4 something other that the past of the rumor than plz be a good person and tell me cause i have no way to fix or change that problem if i dont know wat it iz so plz just tell me if your madd at me i dont care i still luv you all and im sorry you dont have the same opinion bout me kk plz write baq everyone! *nicole*