I AM SO FUCKING BORED ITS RIDICULOUS
so ive come to the conclusion i dont believe in god.
actually, i dont believe in ...anything really.
theres something out there, but i dont think it has a name.
god is too cliche.
im sure some people have had miracles and thats great
its just weird to think theres this one guy who controls everything.
whatever it is has fucked me over so many times.
i dont know.
my mother tried to tell me that if i have faith, i believe in god.
well, i said, i have faith in nothing. not even myself.
poeple will be mad i wrote this in my journal
but, i honestly do not care, and why you ask?
for one, its my journal and i can write whatever the fuck i want in it.
for two, for those who actually know me, as in ME, not a fakeass me. my closest friends.
you guys will sorta know where im coming from with this.
esp danielle.
we think alike.
this world is a piece of shit. it takes a lot to realize it
life is something weird that cant be explained.
its the unknown that scares us. and we all know it.
i'll admit, sometimes i scare myself. i get too carried away with things in my mind.
something is wrong with me.
no one can help me. and dont say you can
because if i can't help myself, no one can.
love too, bc love is wierd also.
how do you know its love? do you know that person loves you too?
whatthefuckeverman
on a lighter note, im getting my nose done tomorrow.
at leats planning on it. mr richie says hes bring me to jackie for 12
i doubt he'll remember, but w.e
im going camping this weekend. im reallllly excited.
this should be fun with MY family lol
im glad: when i walk, my belly doesnt jiggle anymore. :)
nicole meredith is bringing me some shit for my gross hair.
shes so freaking nice.
torroww night is the goondocks or w.e
i might go. i dont have anyone to go with though.
i think i may just wait for danielle to get off work. idk
well im going..
<3
actually, i dont believe in ...anything really.
theres something out there, but i dont think it has a name.
god is too cliche.
im sure some people have had miracles and thats great
its just weird to think theres this one guy who controls everything.
whatever it is has fucked me over so many times.
i dont know.
my mother tried to tell me that if i have faith, i believe in god.
well, i said, i have faith in nothing. not even myself.
poeple will be mad i wrote this in my journal
but, i honestly do not care, and why you ask?
for one, its my journal and i can write whatever the fuck i want in it.
for two, for those who actually know me, as in ME, not a fakeass me. my closest friends.
you guys will sorta know where im coming from with this.
esp danielle.
we think alike.
this world is a piece of shit. it takes a lot to realize it
life is something weird that cant be explained.
its the unknown that scares us. and we all know it.
i'll admit, sometimes i scare myself. i get too carried away with things in my mind.
something is wrong with me.
no one can help me. and dont say you can
because if i can't help myself, no one can.
love too, bc love is wierd also.
how do you know its love? do you know that person loves you too?
whatthefuckeverman
on a lighter note, im getting my nose done tomorrow.
at leats planning on it. mr richie says hes bring me to jackie for 12
i doubt he'll remember, but w.e
im going camping this weekend. im reallllly excited.
this should be fun with MY family lol
im glad: when i walk, my belly doesnt jiggle anymore. :)
nicole meredith is bringing me some shit for my gross hair.
shes so freaking nice.
torroww night is the goondocks or w.e
i might go. i dont have anyone to go with though.
i think i may just wait for danielle to get off work. idk
well im going..
<3