I met Rob for the first time.....

[hottaffy]

Today i met with Rob for the first time. He was in the area looking for a house/apartment since the government is relocating him here for a year

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[hottaffy]

look i know it made Master T mad and i am paying for it!!

i never wanted to hurt Master T really i didn't!

never mind you won't hear from hear from me anymore...i pissed Master T off and everyone and i am deeply sorry! Maybe Rob right i don't belong in this lifestyle!

[hottaffy]

don't bother deleteing it...i know how you all feel about me...i am sorry and i am sorry i did what i did today!

like you said you didn't want to hear from me and you won't i promise!!!

[hottaffy]

first off i had permission from Master Terry to see to Rob! i also had permission to do several things that either one of you knew about....just Master and myself

[incontrol]

it was not terri's fault.. since most of you don't give a rip about me anyway.. terri didn't have much choice.. she was just being a good submissive in the presence of a another Master...

If you all would get serious about the lifestyle and not play at it maybe things would be different..

and to terri, thanks for letting me meet you.. you were everything I imagined you would be..

[hottaffy]

thank you Rob...i really enjoyed meeting You and i told that (since everyone is mad at me) on the phone before You left to go back.

You don't have to take the blame..it was my fault also and i won't let you take the whole blame.

As for what happens between Master T and myself...that between Him and myself.

As for everyone hating me...right now i really don't care if the shoe was on their foot and they had a relationship with you and it was broken and they had a chance to meet you they can't tell me they wouldn't do anything to please another Master either!
They can hate me i really don't care. All i have ever tried to do was please everyone i was with and make everyone happy...maybe that is my mistake...i guess after today i have learned a lesson.

i never lied to them about anything!

[hottaffy]

linda you don't how much i am sorry about the mistake.

at this point i really don't care anymore if you or Miss E or Master T hates me...i made the mistake and i am paying it more then know really!!!

like Miss E said earlier she didn't want to hear from me because you all were there for me when i was having problems with Rob...and i wil respect that and you won't hear from me much anymore!!!

Believe me i never meant to hurt Master T at all...i love and worship completely...but i did!!! *crying...actually been crying every time i am alone nonstop!*

Clearing the air

[mastertfrommars]

There seems to be a lot of stuff going on here. I didn't expect such a flurry of controversy. A view from the top

Re: Clearing the air

[incontrol]

Well I hope you and her can work things out.. She is very upset at moment because you seem to be ignoring her.. I hope you will get over the transgressions on everyones part and forgive her.. and move on. I believe you are man enough to do that.. What happened was not really planned on anyone's part, it just happened. In the moment.. we both felt very safe and comfortable with each other and from their things happened.. For those that can't appreciate that.. then tough... But I believe that you can understand and that I hope, if you are the man I believe you to be, that you will talk to terri and tell her all is ok. She is willing to take some punishment but not being ignored.. She needs your support not your silence.

Re: Clearing the air

[mastertfrommars]

Thanks for the encouragement and friendly advice, Rob. I appreciate it and hope that however this gets resolved, meets with your approval.