Apr 04, 2006 15:11
Things are rapidly changing for me. It's so fast that I feel it's blinding me, and I'm left trying to grip some sort of reality of where it's all going. Thankfully, everything's for the better. I feel rewards thrown at me on a daily basis and I really can't pin them on anything kharmically. It's prolly just the ways of the world. Once you're down, eventually the only way to go is up.......blah blah blah. Really in all honesty that seems to be true. I just processed more honesty than I'm usually accustomed to, and I don't know how to react. It's scary when something's presented to you in a raw, ambitiuos manner. Do you choose to not believe it or run for safety, or take a risk and throw your chips down. I might lose everything. I might gain everything.
I will sit in the smokey room and contemplate what's best for me. Life's sooooo good.