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so just thought i would let ya'll know...i broke up with my matthew yesterday. it was prob. the hardest thing of my life, it hurt, it still hurts, BUT it had to be done. he was too selfish and i haven't been happy in like 2months, soooo i don't know. i just couldn't take it anymore. I figured i could put up with it some more and be upset all the time and aggravated or tell him i'm not taking ti anymore and deal with those consequences. it wasn't drama. i mean we both cried, but it's not like we aren't on speaking terms or wahtever. sooo i'm a mess now and it sucks. i love him, buttt sometimes you have to let it go and see what happens...hopefully we'll be back together someday in the way future, BUT maybe not. i miss him!!! ): anyway, just wanted to tell ya and i guess that's it....just keep on moving on!