The end of a new beginning
This day marks an occasion to actually write in this thing. Lately things weren't quite working out w/my girlfriend. We didn't talk as much and i never got to see her. I didn't assume she was cheating on me or that there was someone else. I figured there had to be a good explanation. Well there was. Turns out she was feeling depressed about family issues, school, her basketball team, and so on. She said she was tryin to juggle too many things at once and couldn't keep up with all of them. She admitted she was wrong for not talking to me sooner or explaining why she didn't return my calls. She said she doesn't have time for anything anymore, not me, not even herself. I know it sounds harsh but it didn't come out that way. She was crying for about 30 min and such and there was nothing i could do but let her be. I told her everything she needed to do like talk to her mom about her family issues and stuff like that. But ne ways, we're broken up and normally i'd object to it but i know she needs her space and i completely understand. It just sux that it has to be at the expense of me. But when she comes around i don't know if i'll be waiting for her like i said i would. But it is over after 2 months, wasn't much of a relationship but i really did like her. Can't complain i guess, it coulda ended worse. Sometimes a boyfriend is too much to juggle. I never ask a girl out unless i can give her everything she deserves, like my undivided attention. I gave her that, but i guess she just wasn't ready to give me hers. Which is ok, i'm pretty understanding. What else could i have done?