Life's a funny thing
Wow...I've been working on homework for at least 5 hours today. That's a LOT. No wonder I have no more motivation. One paper down, one powerpoint presentation and one theology paper to go. It feels good to get things done in advance. SO much less stress than last semester...which is a good thing. It's like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. woo!
It's been a really good week so far. On Tuesday I got both my calculus and my anthro tests back...and the results: 87% on my calculus test, and a B on my anthro test - I got a freaking B on a Buchman test...which apparently is real hard to do. (He told us that if we got a C, that was where we were supposed to be, and that was good in his class)...AND I got 2 packages in the mail today...one from my momma, and one from my grandma and grandpa in NC. yay for mail!
Anyways...tonight was Big/Little night here at phi mu. I didn't take a little, because, well, my grades sucked last term, and I didn't figure that I would be able to get one b/c of that...so I signed up for one and took myself off. Well....ever since big/little week started, I've just realized that I want a little, bad. But oh well. Maybe I'll get to take one spring term, but I still feel like I wouldn't know any of the girls...because I know the spring term class will be little like all of our open bid classes are, and certain girls will be really close to the girls than ever...so I was just going to wait till the next formal rush class because I'm not going to live in the house next year, but in a dorm, so I can get to know girls better. But then they changed the rules so that now I'm afraid that I'll never get to take a little :( oh well. I guess screwing around for 2 semesters will always come back to kick you in the shins.
I was cleaning out my desk today (because I am a huge slob) and I found allll my stuff from when I was a Phi last year. Yeah, I'm a packrat. I can't throw anything away. I have so many movie ticket/concert stubs it's hilarious. If I want to remember it, I keep something from it.
So yeah , I still have every letter from big/little week, my card from heart sis week, my clues from big/little night, AND my letters i got on the day we were initiated. I keep telling myself, I'm going to make a scrapbook of phi mu things, but right now all those things are just a reminder of a time before I screwed things up.
Tomorrow's a busy day. I have to meet with my theology professor at 1:00, work on my wellness presentation (yeah you heard me. wellness & presentation in the same sentence), and I have my discipline meeting tomorrow. I'm real worried about that. I really want to go to formal. But I doubt I'm able to. Once again, because I screwed things up. We'll see how things go. I gotta get up at 10:30 at the latest..
Goodnight and Sweet Dreams