It's about time to update!
I tell you time flys by sooooo fast. It really catches my attention since i am older. I remember when my parents use to tell how life goes by so fast that you don't even realize it. It's true. I look at my life now and it is passing by fastly. Living here in Tuscaloosa while attending UA has went by fast. I'm glad it's coming to an end because i have other things to attend to and take care of. Sometimes you have to take a step back to better your life. It's not a bad thing. Saving money, yet gaining several things on the way. That's "always" a plus. I have made several friends here at UA that i'm going to miss, but hopefully we'll stay in contact. I have a lot going on in my life and seems like i have always. I hoping for a stopping point anytime. Soon it will come and if not oh well. I am strong, i'll make it. If it wasn't ever for the "bad" times then there wouldn't be any "good" times. I know God looks out after me cause i wouldn't be where i am today. He is the one who provides me the strength and the guidance each and every day. Without him, where would i be, who would i be, what would happen? I would like to thank several people also that are in my life. I have been blessed with several friends. Friends who care about me, love me, and would do anything that they could for me. I want you guys to know that i would do anything in my power for you guys as well and that i love and care for you guys soooo much.. But, i think you guys know that.. IF NOT, then you do now :-).. Love Ya! (Jenny, Brandon, Pebbles, Jacob, Deidre, etc.) There are soooo many of you guys. Jenny, thanks a lot for EVERYTHING you do girl. Without you i don't know what i'd do. I'm going to miss you next yr girl.. I know i haven't said much about it, but it hurts...a little.. Okay maybe a little more than that... So.. Yeah.. I'm crying as i write this.. Pebbles, i just can't seem to thank you enough or let you know how much it has meant for these last few weeks of us hanging out and talking. We've really missed out.. BUT.. that's okay girl.. We finally got to know one another and the "real" one another despite of what others had said and we have that opportunity of being friends. Love Ya Girl! If time could ever slow down.. Seems like there isn't enough time to do anything. Trying to wrap this semester up here at UA, preparing for the pageant (wish i could put more time into it), trying to rest and eat... And other things that only concern me... I just hope and pray for a "new beginning" when i move home. Hope my parent's situations get a lot better, college goes well for me there like here at UA, work goes good, i get a new vehicle, some bills paid off, etc. I haven't really been doing any shows lately.. I'll be at guerilla this Sat. as Miss Guerilla 2005 b/c i was asked to be honored by sitting on my throne, i think that's what the president said lol... And then on May 8th the Bham Rising Star Pageant i'll be there doing it... it's a Sunday, actually Mother's Day @ 10pm.. Come Out... I hope i do well. A good performance in every area..Presentation, talent, evening gown and question and answer, beauty.. All of it.. That's all that matters to me, that i do well. Winning isn't always the case. You have to loose a lot in order to win a few. ;-) There's a lot of GREAT entertainers in it, so it doesn't matter to me who wins... We all deserve it!!! After the "B'ham Rising Star Pageant" i'm unsure to what will happen.. I feel like there's going to be some major changes happening in my life, so we'll just have to wait and see.. Well i guess i'll be quiet, i think i have done enough talking. Just one more last thanks to all my "REAL FRIENDS" out there.. You know who you are.. Thank You All! Love You Guys! Muah!