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For the first time in a very long time, I don't mind being alone. Perhaps it's because my life has been in soft-focus for the past few days, due to the wonderful synthetic euphoria that the pain pills have created. I got that last wisdom tooth yanked out, and they gave me a couple of days off at work, and the obligations have been nil. Except that band practice today/ show tomorrow.
I wish I could explain soft-focus world. I wish I could extract the euphoria and tap into it at any time. I wish I could give it away and still have an unlimited supply.
I guess cynicism is nessesary in this world, but it has no place in my private thoughts, in the hidden realm of my imagination. I had this moment on those pain pills, tuesday, playing guitar....a moment of hope, and of self belief. I wrote something on my arm, as a reminder.
Existance is pretty crazy.
I wish I could explain soft-focus world. I wish I could extract the euphoria and tap into it at any time. I wish I could give it away and still have an unlimited supply.
I guess cynicism is nessesary in this world, but it has no place in my private thoughts, in the hidden realm of my imagination. I had this moment on those pain pills, tuesday, playing guitar....a moment of hope, and of self belief. I wrote something on my arm, as a reminder.
Existance is pretty crazy.