do it like yoda
so you know how computers will "save" your history of visited sites and whatnot? well apparantly this computer also logs subject lines, and when i went to type one i got this whole long list of stuff that's still saved from jennifer. do it like yoda... hmm. kinda wondering where that came from.
oh yeah, i'm at work. how ridiculous is that, i have to work on christmas eve!!! it's horrible, i'm going through some kind of withdraw or something because i don't have winter break like everyone else. this is the first year ever in my life that i don't have a break. i mean, i've always worked over break since i was 14 or 15, but atleast i was off of school and getting a break from SOMETHING. not anymore. nope, now i work full time and don't even get christmas eve off much less a couple week break like during school. oh well, atleast we close at 1 today.
i'm still getting bloody noses, and really, it's beginning to get annoying. at first it grossed me out, now it's just to a point that it bugs me and i'm tired of it. i have a terrible cold (still) too, but it's mostly just bad in the morning when i wake up. i feel better throughout the day, although i'm really tired all day, but that's not so bad.
so it's christmas. in some ways, i'm more excited than usual. in others, not quite so excited as usual. i can't wait to go to my gramma's tonight and see my cousins, and i set up the whole santa thing for this year too so i'm excited about that. christmas eve is always a blast, there's tons of people and tons of food and tons of presents... and my cousins and i sit around and have a few drinks and watch all the little kids go crazy and open every single toy they can get away with opening before their parents start loading everything into the cars. and like i mentioned, santa comes! and my cousin melissa and i are his helpers, always a good time.
christmas day is going to be interesting considering we're having dinner at my house even though we don't really have a kitchen. we got meat and cheese and veggie platters from jewel and my mom ordered some buona beef. in a way, i think it's good - more laid back, much less stressful for my mom. but i'm gonna miss all the food we usually have. i'm kinda hoping val decides not to show up. she's just a big drunken pain. when i was a kid i was amused by it, now i realize she's just plain stupid. for awhile i dealt with it and we "bonded" when she highlighted my hair, but i'm not even sure i trust her to do even that lately.
ella called me yesterday. i wrote her a letter after not talking for a year because i got sick of us not being friends. i don't even remember why we stopped talking, so it was obviously something stupid. hopefully she'll come over tomorrow - her and my mom have this tradition of drinking bailey's together on christmas, my mom was upset she wasn't there last year.
i'm bored and hungry and not happy about being stuck here because i have no work to do!!! i've worked my butt off lately so i'm all caught up on everything. i suppose i could work on the summer camp brochure, that thing has been a headache since day one. if it all works out though it's gonna look great when it's done.
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!! :)
oh yeah, i'm at work. how ridiculous is that, i have to work on christmas eve!!! it's horrible, i'm going through some kind of withdraw or something because i don't have winter break like everyone else. this is the first year ever in my life that i don't have a break. i mean, i've always worked over break since i was 14 or 15, but atleast i was off of school and getting a break from SOMETHING. not anymore. nope, now i work full time and don't even get christmas eve off much less a couple week break like during school. oh well, atleast we close at 1 today.
i'm still getting bloody noses, and really, it's beginning to get annoying. at first it grossed me out, now it's just to a point that it bugs me and i'm tired of it. i have a terrible cold (still) too, but it's mostly just bad in the morning when i wake up. i feel better throughout the day, although i'm really tired all day, but that's not so bad.
so it's christmas. in some ways, i'm more excited than usual. in others, not quite so excited as usual. i can't wait to go to my gramma's tonight and see my cousins, and i set up the whole santa thing for this year too so i'm excited about that. christmas eve is always a blast, there's tons of people and tons of food and tons of presents... and my cousins and i sit around and have a few drinks and watch all the little kids go crazy and open every single toy they can get away with opening before their parents start loading everything into the cars. and like i mentioned, santa comes! and my cousin melissa and i are his helpers, always a good time.
christmas day is going to be interesting considering we're having dinner at my house even though we don't really have a kitchen. we got meat and cheese and veggie platters from jewel and my mom ordered some buona beef. in a way, i think it's good - more laid back, much less stressful for my mom. but i'm gonna miss all the food we usually have. i'm kinda hoping val decides not to show up. she's just a big drunken pain. when i was a kid i was amused by it, now i realize she's just plain stupid. for awhile i dealt with it and we "bonded" when she highlighted my hair, but i'm not even sure i trust her to do even that lately.
ella called me yesterday. i wrote her a letter after not talking for a year because i got sick of us not being friends. i don't even remember why we stopped talking, so it was obviously something stupid. hopefully she'll come over tomorrow - her and my mom have this tradition of drinking bailey's together on christmas, my mom was upset she wasn't there last year.
i'm bored and hungry and not happy about being stuck here because i have no work to do!!! i've worked my butt off lately so i'm all caught up on everything. i suppose i could work on the summer camp brochure, that thing has been a headache since day one. if it all works out though it's gonna look great when it's done.
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!! :)